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I´M SORRY

2007-04-26T09:59:57Z

Hey!!
I´m sooo sorry for not posting new chaps....... >.< m(__)m
I was in Italy last week and when i came home my whole documents were somehow gone....so I´ll have to rewrite it all!!

That sucks, ne??

Gomen...

Stressfull times 2/?

2007-02-20T20:32:10Z

20 days to go
Chapter 2 Rukis’ POV is written in italics

Riiiiing riiiiiiiing

Oh man. What´s that? My cell phone?

Riiiing riiiiiiiiing

Oh Fuck. Stop.

Riiing riiiiing

,,Ohayoo!!“

,,Kai? What do you want? It´s 7 in the morning!!“

,,Just making sure you don´t forget about our interview and photo shoot
today!“

,,Oh! FUCK! It´s today!?“

,,Yes, and now I´m glad I called you. Please try to be there on time ok?“

,,I´ll do my best Leader-sama.“

-----One hour later-----

I hope I´m not late. Kai´s going to kill me if I am.

You must be f***ing kidding, right? I´m here first? Ok. So Kai´s not going
to kill me, but I´m gonna kill him for waking me so early!

Ruki decided to lay down on the sofa and wait for other members to arrive,
which didn´t take them too long. At least for three of them. Reita was late,
again. Of course you should know that they were all tired, but it looked
like Reita had been taking it harder than the rest of them. But not that
day…

,,Ohayoo gozaimasu!! Sorry I´m late. I was on my way here and I met my old
friend and we kind of..“

,,Are you trying to say that you walked all the way??“ asked Uruha.

,,Yeah! I felt like it and the weather´s nice today, so why not?“

,,Uh.. Whatever.“

They were preparing themselves for the photo shoot in the make up room.
There was a really good mood in the air. All the members were chatting about
stupid things and laughing amongst themselves. Even Reita was in a very
cheerful mood. He wasn´t the same Reita from yesterday.

Hmm.. It´s really weird. Yesterday he was like he hadn´t had a good night
sleep for days and now he´s smiling at everyone and telling jokes. Of course
we´re all tired but today when I look at him, he´s fresh and kind of hyped
up. Even when Kai´s standing beside him you could say that Reita had more
energy. It´s really weird. How did he do it? It can´t be just because of
good sleep, can it?

,,Hey Ruki! What´s up?“

,,Nothing Rei. I´m just thinking, that´s all...you seem to have had a nice
nap yesterday..“

,,Why do you think so?“

,,You have a lot of energy. It´s almost-„

,,Hey Guys the photographer is ready so come on!“ a staff member yelled from
a hallway.

Abnormal.

-----during the photo shoot----

Reita was the first one to get his photos taken (he won a janken match).
After that he went to the make up room, to redress himself. After a couple
of minutes Ruki entered. But before Reita noticed him, he saw the bassist
take some pills.

,,Hey! What´s that?!“ Reita jumped a little and hid the pillbox in his
pocket.

,,What? Oh, they´re just some vitamins Ruki! It´s not spring yet and I don´t
want to be sick before the tour.“

Ruki was looking at him suspiciously.

,,You don´t trust me, or what?“

,,Sorry Rei it´s just...“

,,What?“

,,Nothing. Forget it.“

I´ve known Reita for years, but now he´s acting like a complete stranger. I
know I should trust him but.. I just hope you aren´t doing anything stupid
Rei

-----after the photo shoot and interview---

,,Awe man, that was a long day..“ Aoi sighed.

,,Hey! Let´s go out bowling!“ Reita announced his idea, but they all were too
tired.

,,Ok. I´ll go by myself.“

,,Do what you want Reita. You´re an adult but just don´t forget that we have
a live tomorrow ok?“ Kai said to him.

,,Don´t worry Kai. I´ll try not to kill myself. See you tomorrow then!“

,,Now that was odd.“ Aoi said looking towards Reitas´ back ,,Ruki what do you
think?“

,,I don´t know Aoi. He was behaving strangely but it´s not like he has never
gone bowling by himself before.“

I should probably tell them about the pills. But I don´t want to make them
suspect him of something until I´m sure about it. Maybe it´s really just
vitamins and I´m just paranoid. Anyway, I´ll have to find out what the truth
is.

Author´s note: All thanks to my beta reader!! Luv ja
And....Sorry for short chapter....I hope you like this fic....please leave a comment with your opinion... *doing puppy eyes*

Stressfull times 1/?

2007-02-13T13:40:06Z

These days were really stressfull for them. It was just 3 weeks to the start of their new tour. You know photoshoots, interwievs and band rehearsals, new tour cotumes and staff like that almost every day. And on the top of it, it was really cold winter outside….

21 days to go

All members of GazettE decided that this day they´ll go on breakfast together before practise. Kai and Uruha were already there. Other guys were missing.

,,Mou… Kai-chan where they are? I want to be at home soon…“

,,Dunno….Maybe they got drunk yesterday and have a nice hangover now….“

,,That´s not funny you know. Ii wasn´t my idea to send ME a bottle of sake..“

,,But there´s no reason to open it.“

,,You need a reason to open a bottle of delicious sake??“

The drummer made a face on him.

,,Don´t say anything….I know…..“

,,How you can know what I wanted to say?“

,,It´s not that hard. I´ve heard that so many times. Always the same: You shouldn´t drink that much….blah blah….You´re destroing your own brain….blah blah….You´ll be dependent on it….blah blah…“

,,Ok. You got me. But don´t forget it´s all true!“

Uruha smirked… ,,Whatever….Oi Aoi!! Where were you! You´re late!“

,,Mornin´ to you too..“

,,Yeah yeah. Hi.“

,,Hi Kai.“

,,Hi Aoi.“

They were sitting quietly, every one of them with a cup of coffe and some muffins, when the zombie arrived.

„Oha *yawn* iou…*yawn*“

All of them were staring at their bassist like on ghost…..Nobody says a thing to him…

,,What?“

Still staring…

,,Do I have something on my head?“

Then Kai „woke“ up..

,,No no no..reita….you´re just….uhm…how to say it…..somehow you….ehm“

,,He wants to say that you look like shit!“

,,Thanks Aoi. It´s sooo nice to hear something like that in the morning. It makes man feel better..“

,,Sorry…I can´t help it..“

Then a waiter came..

,,Good morning sir. You want a coffee?“

Reita gave him just death glare and Uruha said while grinning. ,,With killing tax of caffeine just to make him more awake!“

Then they all burst laughing like hysterical women. Of cource except Reita. And then it comes. Dissaster in the form of their vocalist. He was so cheerfull…

,,OHAIOOOO GOZAIMAAAAAS!!!!“ Ruki said in sing-song voice.

,,Gooooood morning Kai, Uru, Aoi, oh….and who´s this cute zombie??“

Second death glare of the day…

,,Ruki I think it would be better If you won´t talk to him today or we´ll have to find new vocalist….“ Kai said mother of factly…

After modest breakfast…oh….well..it wasn´t that modest! Uruha had a lot of muffins and Ruki had a lot of pancakes with a lot of strawberies (and when I said a lot of I really mean a lot of) with some sweet milkshake….Others were staring at them in disbilief….but they themselves had muffins too…..not lot of but more than usual.

So after breakfast they went to the PSC company building to get some practise…..It went really good. Ruki bouncing around with mic while singing, Uru doing some jumping around to, Kai smiling widely at them, Aoi trying to fugure out what purpose that action have and Reita……well Reita……..Reita was trying to keep himself awake….

,,Ok….just one more song and then break for a dinner..“ Kai said.

,,….lala..just one more….lala“ chirped Ruki.

,,..of course without mistake..“ Ruki pouted.

,,Come on Kai! You know we can play it even in a sleep….“ Another pout from Ruki.

,,I don´t think so…..“

,,Just look on Reita! He´s almost sleeping and he´s playing without mistake!“

,,….uhm..what?“

They all laughed…

,,Earth to Reita! Good morning!!“ Aoi teased

Third death glare of the day..

,,I was just tryin to say so we´ll play one more song without mistake and will go on dinner.“ Kai announced to the bassist.

,,Ah..Ok..“

They were in that part of song when Reita was „singing“ along with Ruki….and then it happend…..Reita yawned to the mic….

,,If you´re hungry just say so…there´s no need to eat a mic you know..“ Aoi has a really teasing mood.

,,Fuck you..“

Then all of sudden Uruha was hugging Reita from behind…

,,Come on Rei-chan!! Smile a little!! You´re really looking somehow sad today. And you Aoi, you´re not helping him with your teasing!“

Aoi pouted and hugged Reita as well.

,,I´m sorry Rei!!“

Reita was really feeling like a sandwich between the two guitarist.

,,..ehm ehm…“

The free of them look up on Ruki.

,,Could you please just let it for fans or something? I´m really starving!!“

Kai decided to let that last song and go for a dinner….All of them loved him for that!

Later that day after dinner and rehearsal when they were packing their things…

Aoi, Uruha and Kai already left. Reita was still packing, ´cuz of his sleepiness and Ruki was sitting on the couch and obseving crefully his friend….It didn´t take the bassit a long time to see it…

,,What?“

,,Nothing.“

,,So You´re gonna sleep here or what?“

,,No. I´m waiting on you.“

,,Why?“

,,I wanted to talk with you and take you home, so you can get some sleep.“ Ruki was looking like a serious adult. Of course he wasn´t acting like adult at all most of the time, but he had his moments.

,,Really?“

,,Yeah. You know you´re really looking terribly. Is something wrong?“

,,No. Nothing´s wrong, it´s just…we´re just working these days…and I´m kind of tired.“

Ruki wasn´t satisfied with this answer but he let it, and took his friend home.

……..In a car infront of reitas apartment….

,,Thanks for a lift.“

,,No problem. Just watch yourself and get some sleep.“

,,Yes mom.“

Ruki slightly punched him to the arm.

,,Sorry.“ Reita apologized.

Ruki gave him a quick friendly peck on cheek. (reita was actually used to it)

,,Night Rei.“

,,Night Ruki.“

To be continued…..

Author´s note: *YAY* First chapter up!! *YAY* I´m already writind second chap!! Comments are welcomed!!

Kitty Tora 2/2

2007-02-04T14:37:37Z

„OMG! Do you see yourself?? You look like….a wet chicken or something!!.“

„Oh really? Maybe cuz it´s raining outside……smartass.“ That wasn´t nice from Saga.

But on the other hand. It really was raining and pretty hard.

„Stop it! Both of you!We have other things to do then just listen to your fights!“ Nao looks like a great leader when he said that.

„Ok. Can I just ask him something?“

„Go ahead.“

„Saga, where were you? Truthfully.“

„I was heading back from my little walk through the park when it started to rain. And I heard a little meow from the tree….i couldn´t let him there in the rain….“

„Are you trying to say that you´re late cuz you were rescuing some lost cat??“ Saga simply nodded to his lovers´ question.

„AND! It´s not some lost cat Tora. HE IS absolutely cute little kitty!“

„Wait…he is……that means…..“ Tora don´t even have a chance to end a sentence cuz Saga was already hodling some furry bal infront of his face. The black haired guitarist don´t had a chance to say something cuz other members were already lisping on a kitty. But after few minutes Saga started to sneeze.

„That´s enough. You and that bal of fur are going with me.“ Tora sounded very angry. That was time for the bassists´ innocent question..

„Why?“

„Cuz you are all wet and you already have a cold and even that thing don´t look better. So I´m taking you home.“

„That means that he can stay with us? Please….just one day….please“

„Just one day….“

„THANKIE!!!“ It was nice view. Saga hugging Tora. But after 5 seconds Toras´face was bright red from lack of air.

„Saga i think that you should let him already!“

LATER THAT DAY

Saga was wrappend in more than 3 blankets in bed. Yes you´re guessing right. He was sick like hell. When Tora brought him some hot tea, he thought that he´s never seen cuter thing. Saga has that kitty in his arms and both of them were sleeping very peacefully.

When the bassist woke up, his lover was sitting besides him on bed with notebook over his lap.

,, Mornin´….“ Tora said without looking at him.

„ oh….achooo…..hi…“ tora smiled to himself.

,,You know….I was thinking a little…and….that cat can stay with us.“

,,Really?? I knew you will love him!“

,,I didn´t say so I love him. I just said that he can stay.“

Saga started scratching kitty between ears and it started to purr.

,,Tora? I think so i´ll call him Tora.“

,,WHAT?? WHY??“

,,Because. He´s purring like you when i´m stroking your hair after great sex…..“

,,Oh….You´re so dead.“

End that was end of the peacefull afternoon……

Author´s note : sorry it took soooo long......my pc-sama crushed down with all my documents....but now he´s okay...
hope you´ll like my other fics!!

FIRST SNOW!!

2006-12-29T14:14:17Z

Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!

This years´ firt snow!!!

Kitty Tora 1/2

2006-11-10T23:05:18Z

Kitty Tora

He was half laying-half sitting on the couch in his apartment. Eyes closed and just enjoying the peacefull evening. He almost already fall asleep but something disturbed him…Yeah it was him. His lover Tora. Tora was sitting on the floor near the couch with his acoustic guitar in his hands.

,,Hey..What are you doing?“ Tora seems to jump a little after that question. He wasn´t expecting that his lover is awake.

„Come on Saga..you´re not that stupid…..i´m trying to work“ It sounded quite tired ´cause he just can´t focus…

„Working on the song?“

„No….I´m trying to knit you a playsuit..“ After this Saga just pouted…..

„Sorry for asking…I´m going to bed then…..night“ He was on his way to bedroom when Tora catch his wrist.

„Honey I´m sorry….Just sit down and listen..I want to hear your opinion“ So Saga did what he was asked for…. Tora took his guitar and started to play a nice, slow ballad. In the light just from reading-lamp he was looking beautiful….Perfekt, soft lips with little lip-ring on right side, and eyes shut in deep concetration…..And then it happend…He started to sing…..It was song about his love…..Saga…..In that moment Saga was amlost crying in happines…He has never heard such a beautiful song……

Saga………

When the song ended Tora stood up and placed very gentle kiss on his lover´s lips…

Saga……

It was the most romantic thing in Saga´s live…

SAGA!!!

And then he woke up to his usual working day…..

„Hm…..not yet…..“

Now Tora was yelling at him „You´ve said that before half an hour! Get your ass up or we´re gonna be late!!“

„Good morning to you too……..it´s not necessary to yell…..asshole…“

„I´ve heard that……“

The bassist lazyli walked to kitchen and sat behind a bar table right before Tora and was staring at him very cutely.

„Okay…what do you want…“

„You know…I was thinking a little and..“

„Oh fuck. Apocalypse is coming..“

Saga pouted „ Shut up…..It´s serious..“

„Well….whatever it is it mus wait……we´re going to work..“

„But..“

„No buts…..we´re leaving. NOW.“

Tora was from that kind of people, which are in time everytime they were needed. And often was quite annoyed when he was late because of Saga. Whatever it was ´cuz of his laziness or ´cuz of the whole night spent awake and full of sex and words of love and greediness…

So they went off to wokr…..Tora driving and Saga nervously sitting in passenger seat. He wasn´t nervouss because of Toras ´style of driving. That wasn´t it. Tora was very skilled and trusty driver. Saga was nervouss ´cuz something very bothered him. Simple question and wish but he was afraid of Toras´ reaction…

„Hey what´s wrong? You look a little gaunt.“

„It´s just that thing from the morning…“

„Yeah…You want something…“

„Can I ask ……uhm……you something? You know ………uhm…….we´re together more than 4 months….and……um….I …….and……..uhm…..I..“

„Jeez! Just say it!“

„Ok. Ok. Whataboutweboughtsomehousepet?“

„Let me think about it…“

Saga had in his eyes very hopefull expression.

„Hell NO!“

„But Tora! Please.“

„I said NO! Problem solved!!“

„Please…“

„Don´t want to hear about it anymore. Get it??“

Saga noded. Very sadly noded. He thought that it would be nice if they have pet. Even the guinea-pig would be great……

Remainder of the way was very quite. All you can heard was some pop songs from car-radio….From time to time Saga sighed and Tora rolled his eyes…

When they arrived to their practical room in PSC company building, the rest of the band was already there….

The vocalist Shou was firt one to say them hi, but after he saw their faces he thought that it would be better to leave them alone….

Practice was more then less successful so it was time to give themself a lunch break….

Hiroto, Shou and Nao were heading right to the restaurant on the left side of the opossite street, not waiting on Tora or Saga ´cuz they´ve always go somewhere together…..

Tora wanted to take Saga to the new restaurant…

„Honey…what about a nice lunch.?“

„I think i´m going to take some walk around the park or somewhere….and..ALONE.“

„I see. You´re angry because of that pet thing. Right?“

„None of your bussiness….Just going for a walk. Got it?!“

„Oh. See you then..“

Both of them gone in different directions…..

After 1 hour…

„Hey Tora! Where is Saga?“ Hiroto suddenly asked.

„If he´s not here then I have no idea where the hell he is.“

Nao stood up and walked to him „You two were fighting or something?“ The drummer gently patted Toras´ shoulder. „It will be okay…you´ll see..“ He wanted to continue in his soothing prologue, but Tora gave him one of his famous death glares and Nao wasn´t speaking anymore.

„He´ll be there in minute…“ That was Shou´s turn to calm the situation. It worked…..

But they were waiting 5 minutes……

15 minutes……

30 minutes…….. Tora started to nervously travel with his eyes from door to his cellphone and back…

40 minutes…….

„Jeez!! I´m gonna call him…..“ The black haired guitarist shouted…

„Not necessary…..I´m already here..“

„OMG! Do you see yourself?? You look like…..“

To be continued

------Just a first part....Hope you´ll like it! Leave a comment please

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